Keep on keeping on.

This poem was from Sarj, almost eight years ago. =)

after all you’ve said
after all you’ve done
i still care for you
even now you’re gone

after all these time
after all this pain
you’re still here
stucked up in my brain

after all this misery
I’ve been trying to hide
I guess this feeling
just won’t subside

i know this should stop
coz I’ve had enough
i’d try to be strong
though i’m not that tough

but how can i get up
and try hard not to fall
when deep inside i know..
i still love you…after all

hm? =D

Marami pa ako dapat gawin pero siyempre hindi ko parin ginagwa.

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naiinis na ako. actually ang tagal na. nangyari na ba sa iyo ung isang instance na meron kang gustong bagay na mag-work pero due to the things around us and some really stupid stupid reasons, it doesnt work? you try your best and give it dozens of "cguro next time or cguro this time it will" , you searched so hard and so deep on your side that it just occured to you that the problem might have been on the other side?

the most irritating thing is,

after a few lifetimes, you suddenly see it wanting to work, wanting so much, wanting all those things you wanted to work before.

blind. cold. eyes wide shut. ears stuffed with cement.

_______ (put optional "hehe" here. if you want to look at the entry as not serious.)