Archive for February, 2007

Pffft…

Wednesday, February 28th, 2007

I feel.. no, actually i don’t.

it’s just so irritating nowadays, everything’s superficial. everything’s silly, lahat tayo’y naglolokohan lang. i mean, why do we even bother doing this if it just means ending up in a heap of garbage eh?

right now i see everything full of "it". bah.

it’s just so annoying, i miss the spontaneity, i miss having to just sit and wait and letting the world come to you. no i’m not lazy, i just thought that everything was a two-way thing. apparently, it isn’t. that’s annoying and obviously impartial.

could all this be my fault? yeah i think so, i’d blame myself for having to cope with this kind of environment. I want to leave, never be heard from again by anyone, and start a new life in Europe.

dazed, confused, obssessed, happy and BANGAG!

Friday, February 16th, 2007

Hello hello!

I still have hang-overs back from the start of the new year. I mean, things really have changed. And when I say change, I mean change.

Things that I never dreamed of doing were done for the first, second, and nth time already. I did’nt do such things before because I did not have a strong enough reason to do so, or it just isnt right to do. There are two sides in a mountain, one is really wet because of the clouds ascending the mountain and condenses, another one is really dry, since all the water molecules in the clouds were already used up. I can now officially say that I have been to both sides. =)

Nakakainis, last year, I said that things were moving a lot quickly than it should be. This year was not an exception, in fact, it went about faster.. I hate it so.

How was your valentine’s day? anything interesting? =) I’m happy because ang gastos ko lang nung araw na iyon ay henna tattoos worth 100pesos (dapat 50 lang, eh na-danggil nung lalaki habang basa pa! umulit tuloy ako! argh, but people’s reactions were well worth the money. hahaha) by the way, tingnan mo na rin sa pictures ko. pina-henna ko ung pangalan mo sa kamay ko. =) Nung buhay highschool pa ako nun, lagi flowers at letters pinagkakaabalahan ko, haha, ngayon, buti nalang at hindi na masyado, ndi na masyado kelangan, although I think I should buy some tomorrow. hahahahaha.

I’m really confused, but even though I am, I like it, but I hate it, but it’s really something else. hahaha. This is a first. let’s see what happens.

I think this would be the most pinakapanget post, hindi siya poetic. nakakainis, febfair kicked the literary stuff out my butt. hahaha

"The universe tends to unravel it’s self."                                               -An african american