Keep on keeping on.

As I weave through countless people, I occasionally find someone who will pour out their life drop by drop to me.

Each stranger turns to an acquaintance eventually into a friend.

Everyone has their own interesting story, we just need to keep silent and listen. And listen I did, thank you Will.

Unlike school, I need not notes on what I’m listening about, you just learn something about that person every time that person talks and you listen.

Before you do anything else, you should first think about what you will do, would be of any good or benevolence? what is it for? is it necessary? what good will come out of it? what do you want to prove? what would happen afterwards? will you regret it?

I really need to focus on this one, this is something very delicate. i’d feel like a slithering jerk afterwards, but then, something is pushing me forward. i dont know what would happen afterwards. is it worth it? i’d like to help. to relieve burdens, to bring joy, to love. yet, something is holding me back. things might not be the same afterwards. things might just *poof* vanish to thin air. maybe failure or rejection could be my enemy, a friend of my fears.

but then, could there be some light in all of this? hope perhaps? would it be enough to push me towards the goal? i could only speculate and say no. but then again, would it be impossible? i say no. It might be painful and difficult, but hey, an achievement through hard work is sweeter than something you didn’t work for at all.

maybe it would not be a loss completely. something else might be learned. something better might be gained. who knows?

should the Leap of Faith be taken? I’d toss a coin. =)

its a lot like keeping yourself in a really splendid house. but when you step out, you find more beautiful things that you could ever imagine. but as you go farther from your house, you find out that it isnt all that its cracked up to be. things get dangerous, scary and unpleasant.

something’s up. oh please not this. its waaaay too precious to be broken

i want to mend that broken piece of valuable treasure

everything comes at a price;

end

Wala pa ako maisip na entry pero gusto ko magsulat.

Since ito ang unang entry for the year, let’s make it.. optimistic? nah. basta, hahalukayin ko utak ko.

Trust is everything in a relationship. Honesty is in someway similar to it. I wont explain why. (ang boring naman eh!) si jugs naman kasi nagcomplain dun sa mga ibang bloggers, eh tinamaan ako, iniiwasan ko na tuloy pero diko mapigilan.

Madami tayo pwede malaman kapag nakikipagkuwentuhan, hindi siguro sapat ang pa-txt-txt lang.katulad ko, nakakatamad magtxt lang. gusto ko tumatalsik at natutuyo ang laway.sayang naman eh! mapapanis lang! hehehe. kung hindi mo alam, reklamo to. gusto ko makipagkuwentuhan ng may nakukulit ako na tao. ung tangible! ndi pwede text o telepono!

Although we’ve been a part of each other’s lives,(because you have certainly been a significant part of mine) we learn to get on the bus and keep on going until some part of something gradually fades away.

I need a new riff, tone, or a melody. heck, I need new inspirations! strong ones dammit!

Magpapaconcert kami, hindi pa 100% sure pero sana matuloy at maging successful! wish us luck! (interested sponsors may send me a message here in friendster)

Anyway, everyone’s meditating on another new year, and it seems to be catching on. I can still remember 2006 and I’m so irritated that it literally "flew". ang bilis! Also, people are again talking about their resolutions and stuff which will be forgotten right before valentine’s day (if you know what i mean). haaaay. i think i’m losing it.. or gutom lang ako.

so far clear pa naman ang utak ko kaya wala pang dapat ayus-ayusin. kaya pangit tong entry na to eh. anyway, Life’s good. Happy New Year everyone. =D