Keep on keeping on.

cant say anything that much. just that, now I really believe.

"Only a reasonable man would stop going for something that is not possible, but the thing is, i’m not reasonable" -Edward Bloom

Big fish is a movie that (kahit hindi ko natapos) still motivated me. cant say how but i really was. i dont know yet if it would still be possible, but like he said, only a reasonable man would go after something impossible.but i’m not reasonable.

his sheer determination was enough to bring him the good great life. maybe all i need is determination. gimme 6 months? (i hope so, this was 8 years due)

Merry Christmas everyone.

When a person is busy, he or she does not time for his or herself. even at breaktimes, he thinks of what he should do or what he has failed to do and do something about it. he has a lot to do doesnt he?

Ganito ako ngaun. madami exams, may hindi naipasang paper, may dapat aralin, dapat ipasa. nawawalan na ako ng oras para sa sarili upang pagisipan ang dapat pagisipan. siguro kaya yung mga taong sobrang busy sa office or what not, wala na halos social life. tama nga.

minsan, ginagawa rin itong paraan upang makalimot sa isang masamang pangyayari, ang pagtatrabaho ng ubod ng tagal at gumawa nang maraming gawain kung sansan man, eh, nakakapagdivert ng pagiisip at kalimutan muna, kahit panandalian ang makadurog pusong alaala.

"Fate is fate" we cannot do anything about it. it can and will happen, work or diversion of attention can only do so much as to slow it down, but still, it will come. and when that "time" comes, are you going to be ready? considering the fact that you’ve been too busy with something else that you just tried to escape from it yet, at the back of your head you know you can’t?

mahirap talaga. minsan, hindi maiiwasan maging "busy" pero kung alam mo ang dapat mong gawin, pwede mo itong magawan ng solusyon.

"uy, astig, nasagot ko ang sarili kong dillema. so this is blogging. hehehehe"

"there’s nothing permanent except change" un ang sinabi ni kuya lemur nung nasa bus kame papuntang pagudpud. upto this day, lagi kong pinagiisipan yon, at pilit na tingnan ito sa magandang pananaw. it could change for the better, but could also change for the worse. either way, it is inevitable. it can and will happen. tulad nga ng sinabi ko, the most that one can do is be ready for it.

**accept change.(mejo mahirap, pero walang magagawa)

something achievable by different ways. it could affect someone else positively or negatively. an altruistic behavior towards it could be called being a martyr. but looking out for someone you love even though it does more harm than good to yourself, is not being a martyr for me, you just love the person so much.

like i said before, is there a such thing as "excess love"?

pinagiisipan ko pa kung itutuloy ko ang 13-day log ko dito. kung ilalagay ko ba o hinde? bahala na. baka magkaroon lang ng controversy (as if may nagbabasa naman no) but it’s good just to let everybody know you’re still alive and kickin’

habang naglalakad ako sa biosci kanina, may napansin ako.

mejo lumamig ung hangin, ung paligid, at may naamoy ako na di familiar, ndi xa mabaho, in fact, may kabanguhan xa. pero hindi xa perfume ng kung cno man, natural xang smell pero alien sya sa akin, sa UPLB. Something’s definitely not right.

Christmas is around the corner. have you bought your presents? alam mo na ba kung sino ang bibigyan mo at tatanggapan ng regalo? alam mo na ba kung sino ulit ang makikita mo ngayong pasko? nakausap ko si reno kahapon, at tinanong ko din ng ganun, sabi nya, "give love" nalang instead of "give gifts" tama. pero kung tutuusin, love is the best gift you could ever give to anyone. lalo na ngayon, sabi nga nila "humihirap ang buhay" hindi ka nakakasigurado kung tama nga ba o angkop sa panahon ang ibibigay mong regalo. ngunit ang pagmamahal, kahit saan, kahit kailan at kahit papano mo ito ihandog, eh palaging kailangan ng kahit sino man. There is no such thing as "excess love", ung parang, apaw na? wala nun. there’s always plenty of love to go around.-_- Kaya tama si reno, give love.

But then, here comes doubt and pessimism. papano kung hindi niya kailangan? papano kung hindi niya tatanggapin? papano kung tanggapin man niya at itabi nalang?

"to give is better than to  recieve"

sure, bigay lang nang bigay. hindi naman siguro mauubos ang pagmamahal diba? laging magkakaroon at magkakaroon nyan. wag lang sana masira yung pinanggagalingan nito, ang puso.

"Blessed is the season which engages the whole world in a conspiracy of love. "
-Hamilton Wright Mabi

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miss ko na sila jade. nakita ko si arline kanina, pero un lang, nagbatian konting usap usap, pero un lang. si kooky, "hi tantan!" si jade naman, hindi ko narin nakikita, pero muntik ko na masagasaan, saka lang kame nagusap, kaso di rin ganun katagal kasi pareho kaming nagmamadali. iba na talaga ang panahon.

mabuti nalang, mayroon pang mga payapang gabi na pwede ka nalang tumingin sa langit, makita ang mga bituwin at buwan at pagisipan ang mga bagay bagay. walang pakialam sa mundo, kundi ikaw lang at "Sila". hindi nagaalala sa oras, dahil alam mong mahaba ang gabi.

yan ang gabi ng pasko. payapa at tahimik.

Ang kanilang kasiyahan lamang ang sapat na para sa pamasko ko. *:)